Today I definitely was in a good place in my life. I actually woke up early & headed out for important errands instead of sleeping most of the day away - and then I did something I have never been able to do - I got my nails manicured at a nail salon. Maybe this doesnt seem like such a big deal to everyone else - but nail biting has long since been a bad habit of mine. Not only do I bite my nails when I am stressed or worried - but also when Im bored - So due to my summer-long unemployment you can imagine that I have been never ending stressed and bored!
The fact that I have managed to take such good care of my nails and have grown them to a pretty length is a sign of my ability to hang in there more than I have ever been able to in my life. Ive gotten a grip on a lot of things that used to be out of control and feel like I am on my way to being an overall much more healthy person. Hopefully soon the BIG things like a job will start falling into place and I can reduce some of that worry and stress.
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